Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Holy Lack of Sleep, Batman! - Monday June 23, 2008

I woke up a little later than what I had expected. I hurried downstairs to get changed. I had been assured that the subway started at 5:00AM by one of my fellow ETA friends. Unfortunately, I found that the subway starts at varying degrees of 5:00. The line I needed in order to make my 6AM bus started at 5:40AM. The woman telling me the correct time was wrong the first time too. The first time she said 5:25. So, the math running through my head was as follows: 5:25 + :25 = 5:50 = 10 minutes to get off the subway, get my bag from the locker, and get my butt over to my bus. 5:40 + :25 = Screwed. So, I checked in on another line that left from the station...only to be incredibly confused at the direction it was going. Because of course, the only other line out of that particular subway station is the dark blue line which intersects and drops off at points and does all kinds of crazy shit. At this point it was almost 5:30, so I just left the station and found a taxi. I figured it wasn't TOO far for the two points. Sadly, it was a little further financially than I initially thought...about $6...which again doesn't seem like a lot, but I come from Wonju where I don't like to take a taxi ride over $4 or $5. Ha!

Anyway, I got to the station with 15 minutes to spare, so I figured out how to get my bag out of the locker I had entrusted nearly 12 hours ago. I think I put another $1 in when I didn't have to...note to self...figure that out for next time.

I slept all the way home and took a taxi straight to the apt. I got in around 7:30AM which meant that I still had about an hour before I had to head to school. Hmm...what to do, what to do. Sleep! So, I did...off and on. I woke up for about a 5 or 10 minute breakfast, watched my host sibs head to school, I had about 3 minutes until I figured I absolutely had to go to school...annnnd I fell back asleep. Host mom definitely woke me up at 9:00AM. 20 minutes after I was supposed to be at school. Luckily I didn't have an actual class; I was just supposed to be helping out with the English Village.

I pulled together a lesson...a pretty cute lesson if I do say so myself. ^_~ The first class was 30 minutes late. To a 40 minute class, my first class was late by 30 minutes. Ok.

Here is the ingredients for a 10 minute lesson:
-Patience (The teacher probably just forgot about the English class that her children have been going to for 16 weeks. Could happen to anyone?)
-Brief "How are you today?"
-Last two sign language letters
-The song "Head and Shoulders, Knees and Toes"
-Time is up! I will see you next time!
-Flexibility (What the hell can you teach a child in 10 minutes that doesn't end up being...can roll my tongue, want to see a magic trick?)
-Confidence(That teacher thinks you can teach her children all of the secrets to English fluency in 10 minutes. You must think the same! Haha!)

In all reality, I have learned quite a bit of flexibility with this job and everything I say really is in sarcasm, because it doesn't bother me when the classes are late. I have come to expect that it will happen, on average, once a week at least.

Second class. was. frustrating. They didn't want to listen to me, and I was still tired which made me cranky. This made an incredible combination! We did very little with the activity I had planned, and by the end of the class, I detained two children who had given me the most trouble. The teacher informed me that they were sick...now did she mean that they are "sick" in the head (thinking it was this one) or literally sick. Either way, I don't accept a student misbehaving that repeatedly in my class. And perhaps if their teachers didn't write them off as mentally incapable, they would have learned some classroom etiquette by now.

Special needs students are quite readily looked over in Korean classrooms. Also, they are given much more leeway than any other student would be given. Often times, the teachers' reasoning for a student with special needs not being able to do something is that he/she has special needs. Special needs does not an incapable student make. Coming from an education background where we are taught to adapt classrooms to allow effective education for every student, this "let them slide" attitude frustrates the hell out of me.

I once asked about special education classes or schools. There is one in Wonju. A city of 300,000 people, there is one school. Nearly all students are mainstreamed. in a society where prestige is given to those who rock the test, many students (not only special needs students but especially special needs students) are being left behind. (This is not meant AT ALL to be connected to the poorly-handled No Child Left Behind Act)

After classes, I hung out in the first grade teachers' office. We always manage to get random food sent to us or bought for us. The parents are incredibly generous. Last Wednesday, I walked in on the teachers ripping a whole crab apart that 1-6's parents bought for the office. It was still warm and yummy too! It was hilarious watching the teachers go at it though (sorry full veggies out there...I've had to adjust to certain things.) I've been a vegetarian since first semester of my senior year in college, but at the time I was a full vegetarian. When I lived in Japan the first semester of my junior year, I began eating all kinds of crazy seafood. It wasn't a question in Japan, it was a must. So, eating seafood is a big part of me now. It has helped me a lot in Korea. Food is an incredibly important aspect of Korean culture. Since the WWII, when Korea was very poor, Koreans have worried about whether their friends and family are getting enough food. That is why in these days of a very healthy Korean economy, many of my fellow ETAs have host families who feed them too much. Hence, also, the common greeting, "Have you eaten?"

I went to the orphanage today. I love love love these kids! They are so adorable! We made paper thermometers with Celsius on one side and Fahrenheit on the other. I really think they could have cared less what it's technical purpose was, they thought it was really cool that they could make the red line go up and down though. Haha! We then did a coloring activity. They rock at their colors!

I told the woman who first helped me with them that I am not living in Wonju after this semester. I guess I just told whoever reads my blog that as well. Kind of a rough decision...well cross out kind of. It was an incredibly difficult decision to make.

I decided not to go to yoga today, but I still went to guitar lessons.

The lack of sleep comes into play when I decided that I wasn't going to go to sleep until I made a real decision about where to live next year. I told Susie that I would tell her by today. Well...around 4AM, I finally had written an email to Susie saying that I was going to move to Seoul. I passed out before I had the nerve to actually send the email.

Guess...that whole process didn't work out so well.

NoKo v. SoKo - Sunday June 22, 2008

Jenna and Jeremy headed out earlier than I was willing to wake up, so I stayed and slept until 12:30PM-ish. My goal for today...veg. So, I went to take a shower, lied around in the baths for a while, messed around on the internet for a while, and talked to Lauren while hanging out on the third floor of the jimjilbang. Oh, I also ate an egg...not just any egg...a jimjilbang egg. They are left in the hottest sauna they have at the jimjilbang to slowly bake.

Around 3:30PM, Ray called me. I decided to meet up with him and Jen near Gangnam, where they were meeting one of our teachers from orientation. Bang Sansaengnim is definitely married and pregnant now. Through me for a loop. I was a little late meeting them because I stopped on my way through Seoul Station to listen to a Native American playing pipes. He was incredible, so of course, I had to buy one of his CDs.

The four of us walked around for a bit and then had to quickly say goodbye to both Jen and Bang Sansaengnim because Ray and I had to head the opposite direction. I was meeting some friends to go to a soccer game, and Ray decided to try to get tickets.

I got a phone call from Allon saying he was going to be a little late getting back. We had planned on meeting for dinner, but he was stuck in traffic coming back into Seoul from the water park in Everland. Traffic was nasty today...nastier than usual. I, instead, met Allon's friend Jake at the subway stop and we hung out (ie. Went to the grocery store nearby to get me some food since I hadn't eaten all day) until Allon and Anna could meet up with us. Allon, from South Africa, and Anna, from Korea, are the two I met at the Sharing House last weekend. Allon's friend Jake is the one who got us the tickets to the game between North Korean and South Korea, a world cup qualifying game. The four teams in the group are Jordan, Turkmenistan, North Korea, and South Korea. Really NoKo and SoKo are 1 and 2 of the group, so they will both advance to the next round no matter what the outcome of this game was.

This is the first soccer game I have ever been to...how fitting that it be between NoKo and SoKo. We speculated as to how in the world North Koreans were there to support their team. My thinking is that in NoKo, there are different classes/levels of people. There are those who are highly trusted, those who are basic civilians, and those who are closely watched by the government. My guess is that those who are highly trusted, most likely supporters of the government are the ones who were allowed to come cheer on their team. In addition there were quite a few non North Korean supporters supporting NoKo. Interesting.

Ray managed to get a ticket, but for some reason they wouldn't give him a ticket for the section we were in (they said it was full, but it was nowhere close to it), so he just got a random ticket. I took Allon's ticket out to Ray to get him into our section. Sneaky and it worked. I think it might have been easier because we are foreigners or the ticket checkers just didn't care. ^_~

The game, unfortunately, ended 0-0. Ray and Anna left a little early to miss the crowds. Allon and I left together shorty after them, but we went the wrong way...away from the subway. When we figured it out, we were right in the thick of the crowd. We got to the subway and right after Allon finished telling me that even though Koreans tend to be pushy, they are much more polite after games...we were like a school of salmon being pushed up and into a giant metal holding cell. My only reaction...to laugh. I had a huge smile on my face the entire time. I found it nothing but hilarious. At the stop Allon got off at, so did about half of the people on the subway. I did a little swimming/flapping maneuver to show Allon that I now had room to move. Haha!

Allon is hilarious. Sadly, he is leaving in only 3 months. I suppose that's the consequence of making foreign friends...they all leave at some point. There are a few lifers but very rare.

The game had started at 8 and finished around 10...no way to make it back to the bus station in time. Plus, I already bought my return ticket for 6AM tomorrow. So, I made my way back to my home away from home...good ol' jimjilbang behind Seoul Station. My goal is for them to start to recognize me when I go there and eventually ask for a discount. Ha! Not really, but a discount would be nice. It's a more expensive jimjilbang, because it is really nice AND you can actually sleep versus the alternative of not sleeping at most other jimjilbangs. Here, there are individual little bunk beds, and there are two separate rooms for men and women. Couples can sleep on any of the other floors together, but there isn't a room for couples. Sometimes it's funny to walk down and see the scandalous positions Korean couples get into. By scandalous I mean..normal cuddling stuff for us. I think it is more accepted in jimjilbangs though but usually is only seen with younger couples.

I tried to catch up in my blog a bit in the PC lab then went to bed around 12:30AM.

Oy vey...wake up call in T minus 4 hours.

Peace out.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Fair Thee Well - Saturday June 21, 2008

I woke up early to catch a bus to Seoul. It wasn't quite as early as I normally go, so it was more difficult to get a ticket. I had to wait 45 minutes, which was almost too much considering I had to be at the Fulbright building ready to present by 1:00PM. I took at 10:15 bus.




As I was standing waiting for the bus, a woman started talking to me. Her son is living in St. Louis and going to school. I told her that I have a cousin in St. Louis. Her son is there for biotechnology, I believe. He's been in the states for 5 years now. Just as I said where I am from in the states, a Korean man comes up to me and starts talking to me in nearly perfect English. He lived in Indiana for two years and went to Bloomington University. What a small world!




I had a bit of an altercation on the bus. There was a boy about my age in my seat when I got on the bus. I showed him my ticket, and he said, "You can sit anywhere." I guess it must have been his tone because I told him that he could move to the back where he was suggesting I sit (in a row with 4 seats across versus the single seat where I was supposed to sit). It took a elder Korean man telling him to move before he would. As I was studying my notecards (makeshift form of notecards...powerpoint printed off and cut into small scares), the guy tapped me on the shoulder and apologized. He told me that he didn't realize the situation (all of this in very clear English), and that he thought that I was asking him a question. I don't know if I completely believed him, but it was nice of him to apologize. I ended up falling asleep for an hour of the ride.


I got to Seoul, and I talked to the guy from the bus until we had to split ways at the subway station. He lives in Seoul but is going to school in Wonju for computer science. He seemed very nice. I had to run, pretty literally, after we parted. I had about 40 minutes to get to the Fulbright building for our 12:30PM meeting. I was a little late...I got there around 12:45, but we didn't start our presentation until 1:10PM.


I'm going to be honest. I was very disappointed with the turn out. We had all of the extendees who come to everything of ours to support Margaret and one other person besides them. We put up flyers, we sent an email to all Fulbrighters, I sent out emails to the Sharing House email list, and posted on a human rights awarenss/volunteer facebook group and still that was the showing. I was really disappointed in this year's Fulbrighters.


Anyway, the presentation went well despite the turnout.


Rebecca and I left from there and went to shop in Myeongdong for a while but realized as we were headed to wear our final Fulbright dinner was to be held that we may be a little late. We ran into a woman who was stationed at the base 10 years ago but unfortunately she lead us in the wrong direction. We finally turned around and by the time we got to the base, it was already time to be at the dinner. We ran into an army guy who instructed us on how to use the bus system to get to the lodge where the dinner was being held. It was much faster than walking. We arrived 25 minutes late. Eh, apparently we missed a few motivating speeches about how awesome we are. The food was good though! We hung around talking for a while afterward and then a bunch of us headed down to the pub. Everything is calculated in dollars on the base. A beer was $2.50...a pitcher of beer was only $8.00; everything was so cheap!


This lodge was incredible...as was the base in general. It certainly lived up to it's adopted title "Mini-America." It was almost too much for me though. The number of foreigners was a little baffling at first. Oh...they also took my ID at gate 52 and replaced it with a visitor's badge. In the pub, I obviously couldn't produce an ID when asked, so instead I was asked my age. 23. Yup...that simple...asked my age. Ha!


We headed out around 10:30PM to find a hotel. Anna, Tricia, and I were going to get a love motel room together. Ray came along to help us find a place. We ended up in a taxi with an amazing taxi driver. He was so nice and his accent was right on...very understandable. We had to find a new way to get to Hongdae b/c everything was blocked off near City Hall due to the demonstrations.


A $12 (expensive to us) taxi ride later, we arrived in Hongdae. We searched for a good 30 minutes without any luck in finding a motel. We decided to just go meet people at Ho Bar. We sat around for a few drinks and then headed to a dance club. We lost Tricia and Anna after Ho Bar. I didn't feel like dancing (strange, huh?), so Jenna, Jeremy, and I went to a bar across the way called Zen Bar. It was indeed much more relaxing than it's counterpart across the street.


We met some of Jenna's Korean adoptee friends at Zen Bar. One, Marie, was originally from Sweden but moved to Minneapolis. She knows my Swedish Korean adoptee friend from Wonju. The other, I don't remember his name, but he was nice. He and Jeremy got into a political discussion which I occasionally joined in on.

We needed to head out around 3:30AM or so to find Jenna some food. She drank too much and needed to eat something. So what better at 3:30AM than ramen! We met up with Tricia and Anna again briefly before heading for food. So we all sat around eating ramen in an uber tiny ramen shop in Hongdae.

Where to go from there? DVD Bang! We went to watch a movie at a DVD Bang, but we couldn't all five fit in one room, so we split. Tricia, Anna, and I "watched" Enchanted. I fell asleep. I've been wanting to watch that movie for a while now. It will happen some day.

When we left, it was pouring! We took a taxi; I went to Seoul Station to find the jimjilbang Silloam 실로암. The taxi driver didn't know where it was, so he dropped me off at the back of the station. I had only been there once so I had a hard time finding it as well. I met up with Jeremy and Jenna who were also going to the jimjilbang. We went there together. By this time I was wet because it was still pouring, tired, and incredibly cranky. So, we all just skipped the shower and went to bed around 6 or 7AM.

Powerpoint, I despise thee! - Friday June 20, 2008

My first class was about 20 minutes late per usual. This class is always late. I found out the other day that the teacher of 2-6 class had a minor heart attack a few days ago. I forgot to ask him about it, but I was surprised he was at school so soon.

In 2-7 class, we had an ice cream party because they earned the most stars last semester along with 2-1 class. 2-1's party is next week. I initially had planned to buy the ice cream myself but both teachers offered to buy for their classes. So nice of them!

I was still working on some things with my powerpoint even though I had already sent it to Margaret to organize with the other two parts.

After lunch, I helped with the sixth grade English speaking contest. It was difficult to judge...I hate giving low scores when I know the students worked hard. I was semi frustrated when I heard vocabulary come out of these children's mouths that US native English speaking students wouldn't even know until high school. Meaning...their parents wrote the speeches or the students' hagwan teachers wrote the speeches.

After that, I had a few minutes in the first grade office to work on some stuff before I had to go to guitar lessons. Yeon Ohk needed help checking questions she had made for a province-wide test, but I was getting ready to leave as she remembered to ask. I felt bad that I couldn't help.

Finishing up the song in guitar lessons...starting a new song next week.

I skipped yoga which is usual for me on Fridays these days. I wanted to work on the powerpoint. I was going to go late to the meeting to further prep for the presentation. The topic in the meeting today was noraebang which I couldn't for the life of me see talking about for an hour. Last week's weather topic just about did me in...I couldn't handle an hour long discussion about karaoke. I didn't make it to second round though either, Margaret and I started discussing the powerpoint.

I may have already professed my deep loathing for the new version of powerpoint, but here it is again. Powerpoint has made a new version...incredibly helpful and practical...except for one teeny tiny detail...IT'S NOT COMPATIBLE WITH THE OLD VERSION! Who does that?! Who creates a new version of a program to not be compatible with the old version? So all powerpoints I have from previous classes no longer work properly, and if I create a powerpoint using the new version and try to send it to someone who doesn't have the new version, it will not open. >_<

I finally got to sleep around 2:00AM, I think...after a final run through with the powerpoint.

Early morning.

Peace out.

Loooong Day! - Thursday June 19, 2008

Today was long but incredibly fun!

It starts at 8:25AM when I leave for school.

First I had my usual classes.

During 4th period, I finally looked over the tape from last week or so...and it wasn't as bad as I had initially thought. It seemed much worse at the time than it did when I watched it. The thing is, is that it is in like a casette tape form therefore it needs to be hooked up to a camcorder in order to view it. Not something I'm going to be able to provide at all times. I really would have preferred DVD form or something more practical.

After lunch, I hid away in my classroom in order to finish my powerpoint. I found a lot more new interesting information involving Human Rights violations in Myanmar.

Finally, I headed downstairs to meet up with the teachers. We all went out to dinner together to a nice Italian restaurant. We went there once last semester. 1-1 teacher was paying...still don't know why. I had ceasar salad and salmon!! It was sooo amazing!

After dinner, Yeon Ohk took me to my Jazz Dance class, but I was about 30 minutes late for a 50 minute class. I was there to learn the new moves to the dance though which is the most important for me at this point. I know the other moves (not related to the dance) that the beginners in the class are just now learning.

After dance class, I went to guitar lessons and practiced for about 2 hours.

Then, the three of us (guitar teacher, another elder student, and I) went out to drink Makkoli, eat pajan, and eat kimchi jjigae.^^ It was all delicious. They don't let me pay when we go out...that's nice.^^ We talked about a lot of stuff...can't remember it all right now.

Oh, I may have mentioned this but I finally told the guitar teacher that I may not be coming back to Wonju...he told me he wanted me to stay. Such a difficult decision.

Anyway...I got home around 1:00AM.

So basically, I spent over 16 hours out of my apt from the beginning to the end of the day.

Pretty exhausted...bedtime. -o- zzzz

Peace out.

KBS - Wednesday June 18, 2008

Rainy Rainy day...

I had to get permission from my school today to go with some students to Gangneung (East Sea) because KBS (Korea Broadcasting System) is highlighting a singing competition with students from Seowonju. I wanted to go because I wanted to support my host sister who was singing in a group of four girls.

I ate dinner early and then rode on one of the two buses with the students. I sat next to like the third in command at school which was a little nerve wracking, but manageable after I fell asleep. ^_~

My host brother's class was actually chosen to come up and cheer everyone on. Quite a coincidence considering my host sister was performing.

My host dad and mom drove up separately.

The whole family was there!!

It was a good time. I was really impressed with the kids!^^

Everyone got an award...it wasn't a real singing competition more of just a fun singing show.

I rode home with the host rents because I didn't have much desire to get back on the bus with all of the students for another hour and a half.

We didn't get back until 7:00PM which is the time that I'm supposed to start walking to yoga, so I decided not to go to yoga and called the guitar teacher to let him know that his brother could pick me up at my apt instead of at Hanaro Mart.

Today I had to practice a piece in a quartet. The guitar teacher, two random students, and me. I was a little frustrated because I was given no time to look through it before we were to start practicing together, but he gave us time to look over some stuff off and on. The song was Chimcharee (sp?); the song from Mary Poppins!^^

The guitar teacher and I were going to go out for Makkoli because it was raining, but the guy who was going to go with us had drank too much the night before. We decided to go tomorrow instead.

It's supposed to rain all week and into next week.






























































































































































Friday, June 20, 2008

Head Shoulders Knees and Toes - Tuesday June 17, 2008

Head and Shoulders, Knees and Toes....

I'm not sure how many times total I'm going to sing this song this week, but perhaps too many times to count. The kids love it though.

My students are learning how to play Simon Says this week. Fun stuff. I'm surprised that they've never played before.

My Korean lesson was canceled this week and I was happy for it. I needed some time to get stuff done. I started working on my powerpoint for the presentation OPA is giving on Saturday in the Fulbright building. I also spent time hanging out with the teachers!^^

In Jazz Dance I feel like I'm not catching on as well to this dance as the last, but I did miss a class.

Guitar lessons...almost half way through learning the new song. These are my late days...got home around 11:30PM.

Peace Out.

Relaxing Day - Monday June 16, 2008

I didn't have classes today!!^^ YAY!!

The first grade and second grade had an English singing competition today.

I watched the first graders sing at 11:00AM, but apparently I missed the second grade. They started at 9:20AM. Sadness... I asked the teachers in the morning when the second grade was performing, but I guess they misunderstood because they told me the time for the first grade only.
I went to apologize to Seok In Bun (2-7 teacher). I felt really bad for not being there.

I decided not to go to the orphanage today because I was just too exhausted. I went home and passed out for 3 hours before I had to wake up to go to yoga. I decided to jog there today which made me realize I really need to jog more often.

Guitar lessons...the newest song is coming along...

Newest development, I randomly started watching Dawson's Creek YouTube clips. I don't know why. It just happened. ^_~

Peace out.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

A and A - Sunday June15, 2008

So, again, I woke up at 6:00AM today to head into Seoul. I have to be there by 10:00AM when we have visits at the Sharing House. One guy got there a little late, so I stayed behind the others to take he and his friend to the Sharing House. It's not an easy trip out there.

The girl who was waiting for him is named Anna; she's Korean. The guy who was late is from South Africa and his name is Allon. We had an interesting talk about politics on the bus to the Sharing House...go figure. Haha! We had a protest disagreement. Anna sells the candle girl (the current symbol of the protests b/c the protests began by middle and high school girls going out in their uniforms and holding candles on the streets) shirts. During the visit, I asked her if she had any to sell, and she gave me one that she had in her bag! So sweet of her!! She is very much into the protests and has been to about every one of them.

The Sharing House was wonderful as usual. I love love love 이옥순 (Lee Ohk Soon) halmoni. She's just so amazing! She came out to talk to everyone. We made a group decision that the halmoni shouldn't give testimonies anymore; it's too difficult on them. So, now if any of them feel like coming out to socialize, they do that instead. Lee Ohk Soon halmoni is usually up for socializing except the past few weeks she's been feeling really weak after her trip to Japan to give her testimony and speak about her experiences. The group today was lucky enough to get her out of her room finally. She doesn't really like sitting around doing nothing for very long. I think she was in a cranky mood at first today. When people were asking her questions, she was very negative. She soon got into a spunky, "I hate the government" attitude. Soon she professed her love of Communism. Uh...haha! When asked what she thinks about Lee Myung Bak (Korea's president), her response was, "I love him. Everyone loves him." She was showing off some of that awesome sarcasm she has in her... The Korean president is currently UNDER a 20% approval rating and has even the smallest of citizens singing songs that mock his name. My host bro and sis love these songs.

Malcolm and I will be leading our first tour together for the next visit. We were both too nervous to do full on tours on our own, so there was a suggestion that we do the tour together. I really like that idea! I feel so under qualified compared those who have been volunteering there for almost 2 years now. O_O Nonetheless, I'm excited to take the next step in further helping the Sharing House and the other volunteers.^^

Anna and I really hit it off. I decided to walk with her for a while after the visit instead of heading back in taxis. The two of us and Allon walked around the area where the Sharing House sits and out onto the main road. There is a meditation center near there that I wanted to check out, but we decided to catch a bus so we could get back into town. While we were waiting for the bus to come, some very nice ladies gave us tomatoes from their tomato stand. At first they gave each of us one. Then Allon decided he wanted to buy some, but they only came in a huge box...so the ladies gave us a bag of about 10. I love Korea! Oh, there is a tomato festival next week near the Sharing House, but unfortunately, I won't be able to make it.

Anna decided to head to Maria and Michael's going away party with me, but Allon went home. Anna and I talked on the subway ride all the way there. She is amazing! She decided to drop out of college because she wanted to figure out who she is and she wasn't accomplishing that in the Korean school system. So, she took off traveling. She went to Europe to travel...but she didn't just travel...she walked on a walking road that provides camping instead of hotel-ing it. She also randomly ended up with two guys from I don't remember where that she kindly referred to as hippies. She traveled with them for a few days and slept wherever they landed...on a beach...camping here and there. Then she headed down to Kenya and Tanzania (the two African countries I've been to). I don't remember exactly what she did there, but I know it was some sort of volunteering. Now she's back in Korea doing what she's passionate about...activism. She wants to go back to college, but this time in Sweden. From what I've heard and what I understand Sweden is basically amazing. The country is incredibly international and full of open minded people. I look forward to someday visiting/living there.^^

So, the going away party...Maria, a sharing house volunteer (the one who has lived in 4 different countries) is now heading to LSE, and Michael (the brilliant Princeton graduate who is currently working at the Korean Human Rights Commission on full scholarship) is now heading to Chile to work for the Human Rights Watch. Pretty amazing people I've gotten myself involved with here! The party was at Curry Town (our second home...or third...haha). My friends in Seoul spend most of their meals at this place and have become quite attached to the managers and cooks as well. The food was amazing! I'm sad to see Maria and Michael leave, but they have such amazing things ahead of them!

Oh the amazing news of the night! Allon offered to get Anna and I tickets to the World Cup Qualifying game between North and South Korea next Sunday!!!!!!!! YAY!! I've wanted to see a soccer game in Korea...why not go to the World Cup Qualifier. Allon is extra stoked for the game seeing as how the World Cup will be in South Africa in 2010.^^

I was smart this time in coming to Seoul...I bought my bus ticket when I got there. So, I only had to make sure I made my bus this time versus making it to the bus station in time to get a ticket and then potentially having an hour wait. ^_~

I got home around midnight. Tired...bed time.

Peace out.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Chiaksan! - Saturday June 14, 2008

We didn't have to meet until 10AM today near the Tattoo stadium. The group was Chris, Monani, Lauren, Chan and his family (wife and son), guy that I don't remember the name of, and me. Apparently we decided not to go up very far because Chan's son is only 6 years old.

We only went up a short way to a waterfall...although we're telling people we climbed all the way to the top. Ok, so I didn't keep to that very well. ^_~

It was nice to spend time with everyone and it was a relaxing hike to the waterfall. When we reached the waterfall, we at lunch on some nearby rocks. Kimbap...I can't eat kimbap anymore. BUT I can, however, eat the delicious mulberries we found while hiking up to the waterfall!! Oh, and no Korean hike is complete without cucumbers.

We visited the temple at the base of Chiaksan. It was my first time going to Chiaksan, which is quite sad seeing as how it is in my city. Either way, I'm glad I finally went. I now need to plan a time where I can actually climb to the peak.^^

We got back into town around 4:00PM and Lauren and I went to hang out at a cafe talk for a while. We then headed to my place to watch a movie on my computer (Rent...she had never seen it! O_O) because I still have absolutely no idea how to work our entertainment center. 6 remotes is just too much for me.

Then we went out with three of Lauren's choir friends to a cafe. I finally got to meet the conductor that Lauren talks about all the time. He studied in Indiana for about 4 months which made me automatically love the guy! We were only out for a few hours. I was exhausted by the time I got home and I have to wake up wicked early tomorrow.

Peace out.

Mr. Lee Myung Bak

Warning: Highly Political and not censored.

Mr. Lee Myung Bak, I have some words for you.

I now detest the administration in both of my main countries of living.

Bush, I lost faith in you long ago...

Lee Myung Bak, I didn't have much faith in you before you were elected. However, the people of South Korea did believe you in, and so I gave you a chance.

This is an email I sent to a friend on March 29th...nearly 3 months ago.

"Mr.이명박 (Romanized as Lee Myung Bak) is not my favorite people. He is so incredibly focused on English education and the economy that he has decided to wipe everything else off his proverbial plate! >_< He has taken the issue of "Comfort Women" off of his list of things to give a shit about. He has basically stated that things in the past should remain in the past. Hence, the fact that these women, who were repeatedly raped during WWII by Japanese soldiers in systematized comfort stations, who are mostly 85 years old and older, who simply want an apology and acknowledgment by the Japanese government before they die doesn't mean a damn thing to the new South Korean president.

In addition to ignoring the pleas and demands of these 85 year old women, he has decided that he also couldn't give two shits about whether or not Korea maintains their unique sense of culture and language. English has become the end all, be all of anything that is "to do" in South Korea. Until parents fought him on it, he was going to implement complete immersion English in school! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!! First of all, how many teachers would be put out of a job because of that? Secondly, does maintaining a Korean identity mean ANYTHING to this man?
Not to mention, now that Mr. Lee Myung Bak is president, everything that he did prior to his presidency gets completely wiped clean. He was being investigated for a huge scandal. The "Special Investigations" team cleared him of all charges. Huh, get this, it was announced a few days before he took office. Go figure! Even if he had been accused of the allegations, under Korean law, the president cannot be charged for any crimes other than high treason! Prosecution ceases! Presidential immunity my ass! What a crock!
He was mayor of Seoul before running for presidency. He grew up poor and is now president. That's the ONE credit I can give this man! When he was first making his millions, he got involved in Hyundae. I am not entirely clear on the series of events, but his power eventually allowed him to participate in the paving over of a river in the middle of Seoul. Later when he was running for mayor, he decided, "Oh, shit...maybe I should appeal to the people." So, he decided to re-open the river. While at it, he also managed to destroy hundreds of homes and shops that ran along over the top of the river. This was his attempt to become "green." He also did not bother compensating any of these people for destroying their means of living, but people who didn't realize the sacrifice were awed by the fact that he was trying to make Seoul more environmentally conscious.
Anyway, this is the man who I despised prior to elections and have come to despise even more since then. A teacher I'm close with confessed that she voted for him without knowing anything about him. But so often that is what happens, right? I mean that's what the majority of people are going to do with the US election in November. Plus nobody could have known that this guy was going to turn into a moron upon given presidential power. Mostly, teachers are shocked at what has come of his presidency. I told myself I would give him time to prove himself as president...but damn, he's doing a good job of that!"

Since that time, most Koreans have fallen in line to equally despise this new Korean president. 4 months into his presidency, and his approval rating could compare to that of President Bush after years in office. There are mass demonstrations urging this man to step down as president. It is not about the beef anymore...it is about the people's fear of what is to come of their country if Mr. Bak continues to reign over it. This past Tuesday was the largest demonstration since the 1987 movements that brought about democracy for Korea. There was an estimated 1 million people that hit the streets across the country.

The protests started as middle school and high school girls taking to the streets to voice their concerns over consuming US beef considering the horrible FTA agreement that Mr. Bak allowed to pass between the US and Korea. Since then, more and more people are becoming involved especially after footage was revealed of a female university student being brutally beaten by a Korean police officer during what many would consider a peaceful protest.

As one of my friends recently wrote, "As well as the beef issue, Lee Myung Bak has a number of controversial policies and now many people are attending the protests to voice their concern over those: the Grand Canal project, privatization of public corporations, privatization of medical care in Korea, his refusal to press Japan on outstanding historical issues in the name of economic expediency (have you been to Sharing House to meet survivors of Japanese Military Sexual Slavery yet?) and the terms of the FTA. Perhaps you are aware that Lee Myung Bak promised the public he would drop the Grand Canal project because more than 70% of people opposed it, but then turned around and re-named it as a privatized project that would still go ahead?"

The beef has become the symbol of the protests, and its what got the proverbial snowball rolling, but I'll let you decide what the protests are really all about.

Friday, June 13, 2008

Weather - Friday June 13, 2008

It's definitely Friday the 13th. I didn't realize this until I was teaching the date today to my students. I then was asked to explain this day to the students by a teacher who speaks English quite well...so I did...I explained...very very poorly, but I think the kids got the point. The teacher helped translate. I was NOT so lucky in the second class....they didn't understand in the slightest, but that's ok. They can remember at least that maybe they know something about Friday the 13th if they ever hear it in the future. My second class was horrible today. I had to take away two stars from a class that won an ice cream party last semester. Their teacher wasn't there today and I think that made a big difference. There were supposed to be two parents helping out, and I thought that meant that they would help in the class, but no, they came and dropped the students off and left. Ha! I ended class 5 minutes early today because none of the students were volunteering to role play anymore, and I wasn't going to force anyone to role play...that's not the way I roll. It's the first time I've ever let a class leave that early before.

I talked with the first grade teachers for a bit after school...it's the first time I've seen them in three days. I talked to 1-5 teacher while one of the other teachers (position left unknown) was semi-sleeping nearby due to a hangover from the night before and exhaustion at getting home around 2AM. 1-5 teacher and I talked about the protests and the US Beef import situation. So many people have skewed the information about the protests that people are left thinking nothing but, "Koreans need to get over it." It's not just about the beef. It is about oh so much more than that. I have ranted before about the president, however, I think I stayed away from this medium when doing so. I will write more in my next blog about it...

After school, I went to my guitar lesson. Working on the hardest song I have received yet.

I decided not to go to Yoga. I think I have made it a habit to skip yoga on Fridays. It is for the reason that by then, I just need a little bit of a break from the week to get some stuff organized and taken care of.

I headed to the club at my usual time. Nearly forgetting that I was the leader of the meeting today, we got started a little late. We did the usual introductions along with going around and saying their favorite place is in Korea. It made me stop and think as well...where is my favorite place in Korea? My answer: Ganhyeon (an area where some foreigners and I went camping a few weeks ago...it is absolutely gorgeous there and full of nature...hoping to make it back before I leave for the summer), the Sharing House (I love the women there and I love the people that I meet during visits), and the area alongside the Han River in Jamsil, Seoul where you can run and bike (such a beautiful view and incredibly relaxing). Our topic for tonight: WEATHER! It was...boring. There are only so many things that you can say about the weather. Luckily we got on a tangent about deodorant. Very few Koreans wear deodorant, but they don't smell bad. So, we asked why they don't use it...there wasn't much of an answer to that, but we did find out that it is becoming more popular to use it. It is more widely available. My co-teacher is the one who answered most readily, but her English is amazing and she can easily explain anything she wants to.

At second round, I talked mostly to Lauren and my co-teacher. Chan eventually came to make sure how many people had decided to go tomorrow to Chiaksan. We talked for a while. CJ is hilarious! I know I've mentioned him before, but he is a South African, former youth pastor. He picks on me, in a playful way, just as much as Chan and Chris do. They're fun to be around. Jay came too! It's been a while since I've seen him. His job and his girlfriend take all of his time. Lauren (who is half Korean, half American) asked me one time if there are any Korean guys who I would readily hug without it being awkward. Jay. I can hug Jay without it being weird at all. Hugging is definitely part of Korean culture...especially between sexes. This has been one of the MOST difficult things for me to get used to and in some cases I ignore unwritten cultural rules. Even so, I can't help feel that I have lost that part of myself who hugged anyone and everyone. I was so angry at myself when someone went to hug me the other day, and I felt uncomfortable doing so. Luckily, the amazing people who volunteer at the Sharing House have somewhat helped bring that aspect of myself back to life.

Jay gave me a ride home. I got home around 1:00AM or so. I have a fairly early morning tomorrow...heading to Chiaksan!

Sex in the City - Thursday June 12, 2008

Classes went just as hilariously as they did yesterday with the role playing. I love it, I tell ya...love it! Starting next week, I'm going to be helping with the English theatre group that my co teacher and our other movie-going friend started. There are about 30 students from 4th - 6th grade. I'm excited to help both because I think it'll be fun and I love my co teacher and the other teacher. We have a lot of fun together!

After lunch and classes and whatnot, I had to book it home to get my dance shoes for jazz tonight, because I was supposed to meet Lauren near Lotte Cinema at 2:00PM. Lotte isn't far away, but I was discussing until about 1:40PM the Burma presentation that we're (Margaret, Rebecca, and I) supposed to present in a little over a week. So, I had to get home (15 min walk) and then get to Lotte (20 min walk)...so I walked/ran home, say hi to my host mom, promptly leave, and catch a taxi. Haha! I still managed to get there before Lauren. We decided to go to Subway to get some food considering Lauren hadn't eaten and the school lunch was a little less than desired. This was our first time to go to Subway although we have passed it on numerous occasions. It's tastes like Subway...go figure. I also had Cambell's Tomato Juice! You have no idea what an amazing event this was! Tomato juice is always sweet in Korea...and sometimes is served as almost a tomato slushy....which is watery and sweet. Disgusting!

We then went to CanMore which is a Patbingsu (type of ice cream with red beans) chain. Every ETA from Fulbright has deemed Chuncheon (our orientation city) the best place for Patbingsu, however, we each find ourselves occasionally trying to recreate the awesomeness of Chuncheon Patbingsu. Alas, CanMore in Wonju did disappoint in comparison to CanMore in Chuncheon, but it was still pretty damned good.^^

We then finally headed to the movie that we had bought tickets to nearly 2 hours ago. This is usually the way movies work. You come to see the times, buy tickets for a later showing, and then go veg until the movie is about to start. Another unique thing about movie going in Korea is that...they start on time. They don't have all of those pesky previews...and when they do, they are actually BEFORE the time that the movie is supposed to start. So this means two things: 1) You don't have to wait forever to watch your movie. 2) You'd better not be late...there is not that 20 min lag time between the time that it is SUPPOSED to start and the time that it ACTUALLY starts. Also, they don't let you in the movie theatre until about 5-10 minutes before the movie is about to start. I haven't exactly figured that last one out yet.

Anyway, Lauren and I were finally going to see Sex in the City. We have heard people talking about it for over a week now, and we decided it was time to get it out of our systems. It was good. It lived up to what people's hopes and dreams of a Sex in the City finale could ever be. We had heard shock from our friends about how graphic some of the sex scenes are. Well, I've got news for you...they aren't really that much more graphic than the series. There was a 2 second penis shot...and that is hardly high level shock value, but alas these are the comments we have heard from previous Sex in the City goers.

Afterward, we grabbed lunch at...where else...Kimbap Jeonguk. I had bibimbap...I think I may be addicted. When we came down from the restaurant, it was POURING! Neither of us had umbrellas since neither of us ever pay the slightest bit of attention to the weather forecast. So we made a run for it into a bus shelter...we weren't taking the bus but we wanted to wait there until a taxi came. Finally, I got a taxi to my jazz dance class and Lauren took a taxi home.

We went over the moves that we have already learned for the new dance, but so many people come and go and miss dance moves and don't know what's going on that we needed a refresher course. So, we didn't actually get to any new moves today.

I started learning a new song today in guitar lessons...I can't really say guitar lessons because lately it seems like I pay a lot more than I really should to go and practice everyday with occasional instruction here and there. I like the teacher a lot though...he is funny and we get along well. It's just a very comfortable environment, so it all equals out in the end.^^ I started learning Tears in Heaven which is not a small task...we shall see how this progresses. I have..hope!^_~

I got home around 11PM or so and my host family was still up.

I talked to my host mom for a bit about trying to decide where to live...yup, still haven't decided. Everyday I change my mind...everyday I think of a new reason to stay or to go...everyday I think of the same reasons to stay or to go. Shouldn't be this hard...but it is...Wonju is my home.

Nun! - Wednesday June 11, 2008

I love my second grade lesson this week...pretty much ADORABLE. We're doing role playing with the phrase "How old are you?" There's a four pic scenario of an old woman asking a young boy for help moving a heavy bag. At first I played the grandmother and I had a student play the kid. Afterward some of the kids really got into playing the grandmother...especially the boys!^^ I will post a video on facebook at some point.

I didn't have my teachers' class again today...it's been about 4 weeks now. Because Wednesday is the only day that teachers really have free to do anything, we scheduled the class for Wednesdays...well because Wednesday is the only day that teachers have free to do anything, every other event is also scheduled for that day. Huh...go figure.

Well, today, we went to listen to a nun speak...yup...a nun. She apparently is very famous in Korea and has written a few books with poetry being the subject. My host mom was jealous that I went to see her and didn't tell her. I only found out a few hours before we went, I had no idea she was that famous, and I didn't really understand anything she said. The guy who was with her sang a few songs; he has a beautiful voice. I will also upload videos of him singing (I can do that now...now that I have a new camera ^_~)!

I went to yoga today. We did some pole oriented yoga...we used the poles to stretch and do different yoga poses. Interesting and simple concept. We also learned how to give proper hand massages.^^ Remind me when I'm home, and I'll give you a hand massage.^^

I'll start a new song in guitar tomorrow. I'm supposed to be playing the current one for a concert we have in a few weeks. Yah, not sure if it is good enough for all that...but we'll see.

Recording Failed Miserably! - Tuesday June 10, 2008

I tried to record one of my classes today. I want to have a class documented to show to the incoming Fulbrighters as well as for whatever other purpose (ie. teaching interview) I may need it for. It failed miserably...bad idea...class 1-4 didn't handle the day very well, and I will most certainly be choosing a different class to film in the near future.

Tutoring went ok, but it was frustrating today. I think I am frustrated with myself for not knowing more of the language at this point...and it was just a difficult day of vocab for me.

We're learning a new dance in Jazz dance, but I missed last Thursday, so I'm trying to catch up with the part of the dance I missed. So I'm tried to learn two days of moves. It's an interesting dance and it's set to the music of Gummy's (거미 - Spider) "I'm sorry" (미안해요). It's an interesting song.

http://kr.youtube.com/watch?v=wX0w4eurci0

Guitar lessons...same ol'

Same ol' - Monday June 9, 2008

The school day was same ol' same ol'.

It is, however, getting wicked hot out. So, when I went to the orphanage to teach in their little shack like classroom out back, it was incredibly hot. The children had a hard time paying attention, as did I. So, instead we went out and played games. We played a game where the students had to throw a bean bag back and forth saying the letters of the alphabet from A to Z, which they still have difficulty with, and take a step backward with each correct letter and caught throw. We then played a ring tossing game that didn't really have any particular educational value other than the fact that I counted the rings out loud.^^

Still liking the yoga teacher...I like her style.

Still playing the same song in guitar lessons, although, I think I've convinced him to give me a new song soon-ish.

Peace out.

CFA Proctoring - Sunday June 8, 2008

Ok, 5:45AM, we get up. I have had about 8 and 1/2 hours of sleep in the past two nights combined...

Amy and Lindsey break off because their buildings are near the Anam station, while Britney's and my buildings are near the Korean Uni station. I was at the Business building. Jeremy and Rosie were also at that building. Rosie was a hall monitor and Jeremy was a proctor.

SO the sweet part about my job today is that I'm the announcer...meaning I don't have to proctor. I read the announcements at the beginning of the test and then hung out with Rosie and her hallway patrol partner. We nicknamed him Jin, which is his last name. He is in his last semester at Seoul University and was accepted to MIT for next year. Needless to say, this kid is quite brilliant. He was fun to talk to. We all went to get breakfast together and when we weren't doing our independent jobs, we stood around talking. Our supervisor was adorable and so nice! Occasionally she would see us standing around talking and have us head up to the different floors to look around...I became an unofficial hall monitor until I had to return to my little room to give a 30 min and a 15 min warning for the ending of the test. We finished the first half of the test around noon, but we had to wait until the second portion of the test started at 2:00PM before we could go eat lunch. My job was the same in the second half as in the first half except I also helped Rosie check IDs and forms as the test takers were coming back in from lunch. They took their sweet time coming in, t00. You know how it is when you're doing that last minute cramming for a test...you don't want anyone bothering you, especially proctors who aren't even taking the ridiculously hard test and who only want you to get in and sit down so the test isn't delayed.

One of our Fulbright friends was taking the level 2 test and while I still have no idea what the different levels really equate to, I do know that each test is painfully expensive. $900.

We finished the second half of the test at 5:00PM, and our supervisor let Rosie, Jeremy, and I go almost immediately. Rosie and Jeremy had to catch buses home and I was going to be at least 40 minutes late to a meeting that started right as the test was finishing.

I had to get to Haebangchon which is next to Itaewon and find Nicole's apartment. She so graciously offered to let us have our Sharing House meeting at her place. She's on board for the educational packet project and I believe one other thing, but she's not really up for guiding tours which is totally fine. We are happy to have her helping with the packets, especially with her art and women studies background. We figured that we are going to break up the packet currently by subjects which I found semi-complicated on my part. I can help fairly extensively with an elementary education portion of the educational packet, but here I was being asked to choose a specific subject to combine the "Comfort Women" into. So, I chose the idea of art as a healing therapy for traumatic events...some how incorporating that into a school curriculum. After getting there about an hour late, I stayed for about an hour before the meeting ended. I was tempted to go to Curry Town with Angela and Annie, but I was exhausted and it was definitely time for me to go home.

When I got to the bus station, I was informed that there wouldn't be another bus for over an hour. I suppose I'm used to this concept, however, today I was particularly cranky at the thought of waiting for a bus for an hour after 10 hours of "proctoring" and a meeting. I apparently very obviously was annoyed at this situation because a very nice Korean man called me back over to go back to the window. Apparently someone had turned in a ticket for a bus 15 minutes earlier, but it was 2,000 Won more, so I just stuck with my ticket. I thanked the man, but I think he felt a little embarrassed for calling me back. I really did appreciate it, I was just in a crappy mood.

So, I got home around 10:45PM or so. I went to bed after catching up with some email and whatnot.

Long but good weekend!^^

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Lots of Firsts! - Saturday June 7, 2008

I realized last night on my walk home that I am officially a moron. As I was walking to the meeting last night, a friend let me know that we had to be in Seoul at 9AM the next day for training for when we proctor the CFA test on Sunday. In that moment I thought nothing of it...walking home, however, I realized that I HAD TO BE IN SEOUL AT 9:00 IN THE MORNING! Hence, I'm an idiot. Any person with a bit of common sense would have come in the night before, but oh no, not me. I decided unconsciously, instead, to wake up at 5AM to catch a 6:15AM bus to Seoul. Who does that?!

I met Lindsey in the subway station which was a coincidence (almost said ironic instead of coincidence...but this does not qualify as an ironic situation) since she is the one that had called me last night and that I was supposed to be spending the night with. We wandered around for a bit trying to find the Fulbright building and found it with little difficulty despite the only 2 times we have each been there. There were surprisingly a lot of us considering we each were being paid a fairly nice sum.

Two hours of Mrs. Shim explain why our jobs of proctors is important, and we were allowed to leave.

So, we had a day in Seoul. What to do first? Of course the first thing to do was to find Omuto Tomato, an omelet place. While it may sound not incredibly appetizing, it was beyond delicious! It was my first time to ever go to one, and it was amazing! Ohm Rice...so omelet with rice and mushrooms! Others had sweet potato, chile, sausage, etc.

From there, we (Meghan, Amber, Kate, Min, Rosie, Emily, Alison, and I) went to....the horse track. This was again another first for me. I had not only never been to a horse track in Korea, I had never been to a horse track period. Meghan was our teacher of all things horse-track-betting related. We knew nothing! Now, I know...something. ^_~ However, I found that I should never actually place money on a horse, because the closest ANY of my horse picks came to first place...was fourth place. Haha!

From the horse track, we (Rosie, Emily, Alison, Amber, Laura, and Laura's friend from college) went to a Korean baseball game at the Sports Complex. Another first!^^ It was my first baseball game in Korea. We didn't know who was playing...we just new that we wanted to go to a baseball game. So, we bought tickets and found a seat (the tickets didn't have seat numbers). We didn't know what side we were going to cheer for until we found seats, then we realized we were in the LG Twins section. That determined who we would cheer for.^_~ The game was great! Our team was behind and they pulled ahead in the 8th inning. In the second half of the ninth inning, the Dusan Bears got homerun to pass us.ㅠㅠ Sadness...

After the game, I headed to meet Lindsey, Britney, and Amy who I was spending the night with near Anam station at a love motel.^_~ Gotta love love motels! Before we headed to the hotel, we stopped by a Kimbab Jeonguk so I could eat dinner...I'm thinking this was around 10:00PM or so. We spent the majority of the time discussing the recent protests throughout Korea. Pretty intense situation...and I have some pretty intense opinions about the current president. Perhaps we'll leave that for another time.

The love motel was nice enough...we had to stay near Anam and Korea Uni subway stops to get to Korean Uni at the buttcrack of dawn. Ok 7:00AM...that's close enough...

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

No More Pension - Friday June 6, 2008

We didn't have school today!!! YAY!!

So, I woke up in the cabin slightly chilled after turning off the scorching uldung (under floor heating) and wobbled on out to the yumminess of brunch. We had left over kimchi jjigae, rice, curry, and some other random leftovers from last night.

Before and after brunch, the kids and I stealthily stalked chipmunks along the stream. We managed to get a few awesome pics in before they would scamper away terrified of the noise from the ever so sneaky children I was accompanied by. The kids were cute about it though...and I had fun hanging out with them.

After chipmunk chasing, we all went down to a children's park. We hung out there for about an hour and half before we had to go the rest of the way down the mountain to meet up with the rents to check out and head home. The park was beautiful with the view of Chiak Mountain as a backdrop.

We headed to drop the boys off at a PC Bang (PC room) before heading home.

Since today was a national holiday (memorial day), I also didn't have yoga or guitar lessons today.

I did, however, still go to the Friday night meeting. There weren't nearly as many people there as usual (most likely due to the holiday), but it was fun nonetheless. We had three new foreigners come to the meeting; they are from South Africa. Names: CJ, Johan, and Rachel. Johan, CJ, and I talked for a bit after the meeting at second round and on the walk home. CJ used to be a youth pastor...I don't remember what happened to that job, but jobs are hard to find in South Africa right now, so he picked up and moved to South Korea to teach English. Johan is studying and teaching English. He's studying some form of counseling, but I can't remember what kind.

I talked a lot to Chan as well. I consider Chan a good friend even though he is at least 35...not sure of his age. I should know this. Anyway, he and I get along very well...we tease each other and he looks out for me. He always wants to know if I have made a decision about whether to move to Seoul or not. He's the leader of the group and I have known him since probably day one of coming to the club nearly 9 months ago.^^

It was nice to walk home tonight. The weather has been incredible lately. Usually hot during the days but quite nice at night.

Monday, June 9, 2008

Pension - Thursday June 5, 2008

Did I mention that I can't believe it is June?!

2nd grade classes are fun this week. We're playing a game where the students ask me "How old are you?" and when I answer, they have to take that many steps forward toward me. They continue asking until they get really close to me. When my answer is, "Top Secret," they have to turn and run away because if I catch one of them, he/she is the new birthday boy/girl. We are playing inside the English Village.

I knew prior to today that someone would be coming to observe my class today...I didn't quite realize WHO would be coming to observe one of my classes today. EVERY female principal in my province (Gangwondo)!! Props for producing the female principals, Korea, but damn I had no idea how many there are. There were probably 20 PRINCIPALS observing one of my 2nd grade classes. Remember the game we are playing this week? Haha! Luckily everything went well and the principals seemed to enjoy it. I found out later that apparently the female principal of my school has been selected to be the leader of all female principals in Gangwondo; hence, why I had 20 female principals in my classroom Ha!

After school, I came home to take a quick shower before heading to a pension in the woods. Do you know what a pension is? Yah...me too...a sum of money you receive after retirement. Did you also know that it is a log cabin in the woods? Haha! Koreans call these houses "pensions" because many people buy them after they have retired with...uh huh...their pension money. I went to this pension with my host mom, host brother, host sister, the three other 6th grade boys in my host brothers math group, the three moms of the three other boys, a younger daughter of a mother, and a younger son of one of the mothers. 7 children, 4 parents, and me! Haha! The day just keeps getting more and more interesting. I'm not going to lie...at first I was wondering how I was going to make it through the night, but it was such an incredible experience! The younger boy is one of my 2nd grade students and he was super excited that I was there, my host sister and I got to spend time together which was wonderful, and I got to talk to the mothers about different subjects. OH! And we got a concert! One of the boys in the math group is a very talented piano player, so one of the other moms brought a key board for the boy to play on. Another boy was learning to play clarinet (ah...memories), so he played for us as well. We grilled outside for dinner. The group, minus me, had samgyapsal (pork). We also had kimchi jjigae (sooo good), rice, mushrooms, onions, and leaves. I just wrapped mushrooms, rice, and onions with gochuchang (spicy sauce) in the leaves whereas most people put the sauce and meat in the leaves.

Later at night, we had cup ramen as a snack and I played a game outside with the kids. It was so foggy that we couldn't go far from the pension, but it was a really nice night. The rain had started immediately after dinner, but stopped after only a short time.

We all slept on the floor at night; I got a room to myself. It was hard to sleep because I got too hot with the uldung (under ground heating). The boys came in around 3AM from the tent that they had set up on the front porch. It was quite cold outside and I figured they might not be able to make it through the night, but they had fun playing in the tent during the day.^^

Outing - Wednesday June 4, 2008

Today...hmm...today.
Today was a good day. Although, I have realized that I build my classes and lessons off of my students' energy. When my students don't have energy, I don't have energy and one of my classes has a severe lack of energy each week. I personally I equate good noise with energy. I suppose students can be full of energy without being loud, but I'm loud when I have energy, so I like when my students create a lot of good noise. Good noise = the kind of noise that isn't ear piercing, rude, interruptive, etc.

Apparently we are allowed to have teacher outings with our grade teachers once a month on school time but after classes are over. So the first grade teachers and I went to a museum that was dedicated to Park Kyeong Lee after she passed away. Park Kyeong Lee is the woman who wrote Toji (Land), a 16 book series. They are fictional but based on real historic events. It has been translated to Japanese (translated by herself), German, and English. I, one day, hope to read all 16 books...if I can get my hands on them.^^ Park Kyeong Lee moved to Wonju (my hometown) in 1980 to be near her son and daughter-in-law. Her son was somewhat of a provocative and political-challenging writer and often found himself in jail. I forget how many years she spent writing the Toji, but I believe it was at least 20 years. The museum encompasses just that, as well as her house, and her garden. We walked around the museum for a brief while, then through her house, and through the beautiful garden.

After there, we headed to (I don't even know if I can explain this) a memorial of sorts. It was for a soldier from the Cheosong Dynasty and unfortunately I don't remember his name. We were there for only a short while before we headed to dinner.

The teachers chose a seafood restaurant since I don't eat any other meat. It was so nice of them! AND the food was delicious!! The octopus was softer than I'm used to. I was then informed that it was, in fact, baby octopus...explains the softness. We also had sashimi (salmon included!), salad, grilled fish, mussel soup, and other assorted random seafood-y things.

I went straight to yoga after dinner...this teacher is pretty intense, but I like her. Her choice of music could quickly get on my nerves. They are rock songs turned into acoustic stop-go ballads. It's hard to explain.

After yoga, guitar lessons....^^

The end.

Brief - Tuesday June 3, 2008

Classes were fine...

I went to Korean tutoring and spent time talking to my tutor about the Gay Pride parade. Interesting to see her reaction...a little confused at first.

I need to study more!

Today was the first day of the new season at Jazz Dance. We're starting to learn a new dance! YAY!

This song at guitar lessons is kicking my butt. My teacher, however, is being quite encouraging and presumably lying to me when he tells me I'm doing well. ^_~ It's all fun nonetheless.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

YogaagoY - Monday June 2, 2008

I really need to stop planning my lessons the day of. It is semi-nerve wracking, but I suppose I have it down to a science. I work well under pressure and come up with some really awesome lesson plans this way.

Especially since I was locked out of my classroom today for 10 minutes of that oh so precious planning time. Luckily my classes start late on Mondays. We had the locks changed to the classroom yet again (they keep getting broken...not because someone is using a shovel to break down the English Village door, but because children stand and play with the spinning contraptions as they line up after classes). 2 weeks later...I still haven't been given a key. After today, I will have one. Believe me.

This week with the first grade, I'm letting them run around the classroom in partners asking each other "What's this?" and answer "It's a ___." Ok, so this isn't one of my better lesson plans, but I like it. I like it because it gives the children time to talk to each other and rely on each other for the answers versus me feeding them everything they are supposed to say. I still left the option for them to call on me with questions, but in general it was up to them.

I went to the orphanage today. I must mark this most amazing occasion. The taxi driver today knew the way to Seongaewon without me telling him a single direction! I have been going there for months and months now and never has a taxi driver known the way! I wanted to give him a round of applause but wasn't quite sure how to do this without him promptly kicking me out of his taxi for being...the weird foreigner.

The kids are cute. I have a lot of fun with them, but when it comes to game time...oy vey. I'm still working out a whole "Don't run all over the place, don't hit the dogs, don't throw rocks at your fellow human beings procedure." It's just recently that I've started taking them outside for games. It has, in the past, been too cold or too wet. We attempted to play Train Wreck...well it certainly lived up to its title. We'll try again next week. I have to remember that I can't expect miraculous understanding from 4 and 5 year olds (3 and 4 - American age). The older kids catch on quickly and try to help the younger ones, but sometimes there's just no way. In addition, I teach about 3 special needs students within the 15. It is difficult to teach special needs students in their own language let alone a foreign language, but I have been trying my best. My mom really is superwoman...she has taught special ed for about 30 years now. I'm impressed by her patience, especially within her school situation. South Bend schools...(I personally don't need to say more and those familiar with South Bend schools don't really need more said in order to understand what exactly being a South Bend teacher entails. Having said that, those of you who don't know South Bend schools, use your imaginations...be sure to include knives, guns, gang fights, all out disrespect of teachers, oh but throw some happiness in there too...don't want to scare you too much.)

I quickly ate dinner before yoga. Classes are starting back up this week. My host mom has a tendency to start making dinner 15-20 minutes before I have to leave, but I'm really grateful that she takes the time to make dinner early for me. Lately, I've actually been eating with the family more...just earlier than they are usually used to eating.

Yoga was intense for the first day back after a week break, but we also have a new teacher. I enjoy her teaching style; she pushes us and focuses on breathing and proper posture more than the gaggle of teachers we've had fly in and out since I started three months ago.

I'm still struggling through a new piece of music I was given on Friday in guitar lessons. It is a piece that I love, but I am unfortunately abusing the beautiful sounds of Simon and Garfunkle more than they would ever wish to know. It will all come together eventually...but perhaps not before this summer. Sorry, no concerts for my loyal fans. Actually I believe my 11 year old host sister is the only one who has expressed any sort of fan loyalty, but then again, she gets excited when I play a scale.^^

63 Years On - Sunday June 1, 2008

I really can't believe it's June. Time has gone by so quickly.

So, Meghan was gone this morning when I woke up. I called her and looked around for her, but apparently she had gone home early since she lives 5 hours from Seoul. Completely understandable that she wanted to get home, but it would have been nice to know she was leaving. Granted I didn't wake up until 11:30AM. ^_~ It was sincerely the best I have ever slept at a jimjilbang. If you are ever in Seoul and need a good place to crash for the night Sil lae am behind Seoul Station.

I headed out to go to Yongsan where there is an electronics market. At first I had difficulty finding it, so I asked at an information desk. As you get off the subway, you are automatically in a HUGE shopping mall. When I asked the girls at the information desk, they couldn't tell me...probably because they thought I need it explained in English (I can usually handle directions in Korean these days). They called another girl who then creepily asked me if I saw the escalator to my left. Naturally I looked around as if to say, "How the hell did you know that?" Once I got passed the utter confusion, I tried to follow the directions that were given to me. In the back of my mind, I wondered, "How will I know if I find it?" Believe me! You will know! It is ENORMOUS! Thousands of cameras, ipods, tvs, any electronic you could ever imagine or want for that matter. Why was I here? I have been trying to buy a new camera for about 4 months now; I just have sincerely not had time whenever I am in Seoul. There are dozens of counters/small shops where the workers try to beckon you over. I didn't go to the first one immediately inside the door; I thought that was a pretty good step. I'm easily persuaded by sales people. This is a horrible characteristic to have when in a place where you are SUPPOSED to bargain. I went in there wanting a Sony Cybershot, but I left with a Casio Exilim. I honestly didn't know much about the Sony Cybershot when I went in and had arbitrarily voted it number one camera in my heart and mind, so I was pretty open to hearing what the salesman had to say. The guy I talked to was in his late 20's, early 30's and he seemed to know what he was talking about. I also just genuinely have a lot of faith in people; I don't expect them to "screw me over." We looked at a ton of cameras and I finally decided on a BLUE Casio. Blue was not my deciding factor, but it didn't hurt the Casio's shot.^^ He wanted to give it to me for $250 (250,000 Won)...and I got him down to $220 (220,000 Won.) That included the camera, a carrying case, a 2 GB memory card, and a US and Korean charger (I asked for the US charger). I don't think that's too bad to pay. He and I had a good rapport and so when I asked him for that extra $10 off...he wasn't a jerk about it. Haha! The only thing I need to do now is figure out how to work the thing...my old camera doesn't have nearly the settings this one does. All in due time...

Afterward, I met up with Maria at Euljiro ipgu station and she took me over to wear we were going to see 63 Years On, a documentary about the life of some of the "Comfort Women." The documentary was being shown at the Seoul Indie Film Festival (MUCH smaller than PIFF, but a film festival nonetheless). We met up with Joh, Angela, and one of Maria's friends. Heather couldn't come because she had to work (yup...that's right...it's Sunday, and she had to work.) Unfortunately, there were no English subtitles for the documentary. Angela, Joh, and I could occasionally catch some of it because one of the Dutch women who is very outspoken reported on her experiences in English. Apparently, they have a version with English subtitles and a version without English subtitles. They showed the alternate version at a showing in Daejeon (not sure on location), but they wanted to show it in Seoul with no subtitles. The director wants to have a document that presents only Korean because Korea has never taken the steps to create a fully Korean documentary before (at least this is my vague understanding of what was explained). I can understand his wanting something that is completely Korea-made and produced, but having it available to more than Korean speaking individuals allows the words of the halmoni to reach even a broader spectrum of people. We sat there afterward through an hour of questions. After the question session, we asked the director if we could have a copy of the documentary with the English subtitles for our personal viewing and to show at the sharing house (with his permission of course). He made it very clear that this documentary is meant for everyone's eyes; he is allowing it to be shown by anyone who wishes to do so.^^

After the showing, Joh and Angela had to get going, but Maria, her friend, and I went to a little restaurant called Everest (amazing Indian food) near Dongdaemun. If I remember correctly and I hope I do so I can go there often, go out of exit 3 from Dongdaemun, turn left at the first street out of the exit, go up a street or two, and it will be in an ally to the right. The food was so good. I love Indian food and every time I eat it, it reminds me of my Indian friend who used to cook for us in college. He could just blindly throw vegetables, cheese, yogurt, you name it into a dish and it would taste incredible. Miss you, Gork!

Maria's friend (I can't remember her name ㅜㅜ) told me about the 6 months she lived in a kibbutz in Israel. It sounds like and amazing experience, and I'm writing it in my blog to later remind myself that I want to look into that.^^

After dinner, I very much had to head back home. I find myself always getting home late from Seoul, leaving me little to no time to prepare for the next day. I have formed a bad habit of preparing my lessons the day of. Anyway, I got home around 10:30PM and the host fam was already asleep. My host mom's sister NaHee was here this weekend, but I only got to see her for about 10 minutes before I left on Saturday. NaHee is pregnant! I don't know if I have written that before, but she is pregnant!!! So excited!! There's going to be a baby in the family!!

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Gay Pride - Saturday May 31, 2008

Today I woke up early-ish to head to Seoul. There was a Gay Pride celebration (Korean Queer Cultural Festival: Queer Scandal) near Dongdaemun today. I really had no idea how to get there, so I ended up asking about 8 people for directions, but I finally got to the location. I was a bit...early, so I walked around for a bit. I randomly went down into a shopping area near the KQCF and walked underground for a while. It ended up taking me back to the initial subway stop I got off. Ha! Funny how things work in Korea. Well, I had a better way to get back to the KQCF after I met up with Meghan (another Fulbrighter located in Naju).^^ We walked underground versus above ground asking for directions every block. ^_~

Meghan and I wanted to get our faces painted, but somehow we were misunderstood and we got makeovers. It was a terrifying experience. It was the most makeup I've worn since high school...perhaps more. First she cleaned my face with whatever, then there was a coat of lotion, then there was a coat of liquid foundation, then there was a coat of powder, then there was blush and random whiteness on the cheeks, then there was eyeliner...both black and white, then there was eye shadow galore (3 different colors or so), then finally there was a lip gloss-lipstick combo. Holy hell!

We then decided it was time to walk around and buy as much as we could. I forgot to mention my outfit for the day...I didn't really take pictures...so you'll have to imagine it. A red tie with homo-fabulous buttons, an orange headband, a yellow shirt, green leggings, light blue flip flops, a dark blue zip up, and a purple skirt!^^

We met Vernon (another Fulbrighter...from Gwangju perhaps) while we were there. The three of us got Vietnamese for lunch, and I managed to get most of my makeup off minus eyes.

I also met up with Michael (an intern at the Human Rights Commission), Angela (Seoul University Professor and Sharing House Volunteer), Heather (Publisher and Sharing House Volunteer), Maria (Accounting Consultant and Sharing House Volunteer), Joh (English Teacher and Sharing House Volunteer), Malcolm (Coolest Guy EVER! English Teacher and Sharing House Volunteer), his friend Ben and Ben's wife and adorable daughter. I didn't realize they were all going to be there for the parade.

The parade started LATE...about an hour and a half late! There were only about 5 floats or so. One had a drag queen (She was BEAUTIFUL!). The one in front of the foreigners had belly dancers...oo lala. I believe they were there for sex appeal...maybe they were lesbians. Not sure. The parade was only a few blocks and back, but it was fun!

I was surprised to hear that Korea even had a Queer Festival and Pride Parade. Really surprised. The way Korean handles the "gay situation" is to completely and utterly ignore it. It doesn't exist if you don't talk about it...."it's a western phenomena." Well, Koreans were definitely making a statement, "I'm here and I'm queer." Good for them! I was proud to be a part of it. Apparently it is the 8th year for the festival which came to me as even more of a shock. The first year, there were only 40 people in attendance and they all had to wear masks.

This year, those people who didn't want to be filmed or photographed wore red ribbons which is actually quite a trusting method. Everyone who wanted to take pictures had to register as press. If they post pictures or film footage that has people wearing red ribbons, they are to blur out those faces. It was really an interesting method because people were able to wear the ribbons anywhere visible. Well people were wearing them around their necks, on their ankles, on their arms, on belt loops, etc. It's really difficult to see red ribbons on ankles when you are taking pictures of a crowd, but I'm sure the "press" will do the best they can to respect the wishes of the parade and festival participants.

Oh..ha...one of the signs that was being handed out (sadly I lost it at some point throughout the night) said Lee Myung Bak = used condom. Meaning: The Korean president is utterly useless. Which is so much the case.

After the parade, Meghan and I headed to Itaewon to get some food before the gay fun at Club ReBall (the after party). We went to a Mexican restaurant...don't remember the name...Dos Amigos perhaps. Anyway, it was quite the ordeal...orders were lost left and right, people were given the incorrect food or nothing at all (which was our case for a long while). The food was awesome once we did get it though.^^

We ran into a friend of mine who was having a fundraiser for Little Travelers (a grassroots program started in South Africa where women make little dolls as pins and the money that is raised goes toward funding that program as well as raising awareness and financial support for HIV and AIDS programs). This guy, Craig, is really involved in Little Travelers and has done a lot of amazing work to get the word out about the program. The fundraiser tonight was in 3 different locations (The Wolfhound - where we had a VDay fundraiser at one point...the boyfriend of a friend of mine is a partial manager of the pub, B1 - don't know it in the slightest, and Rocky Mountain Tavern - where we had our second VDay fundraiser.) Anyway, I felt like an ass, because I told Craig that I didn't know if I would be able to make it to Seoul or not to help with the fundraiser and then, bam, we run into him and his friends on the street. I couldn't have helped anyway because I was with Meghan, but I still feel really bad about it.

We stopped by The Wolfhound to support the fundraiser at least; Meghan got a little traveler and I got a second one. I bought some for my host sibs and myself back in the day when I first learned about them during the Vagina Monologues. Some random guy came to sit with us, Nick/Nicholas. He's part of the army, but he is much different than a lot of army guys I have met in Korea. He likes hanging out with Koreans, he doesn't really like spending much time around foreigners (he gets enough of it during the week), he's thinking about joining peace corps when he finishes his term this year, and he's a really nice guy. It was fun talking to him. With the purchase of a Little Traveler, there is also a drink special...double house drinks for 5,000 Won. So I got a double rum and coke...soo strong! I know better now.

We left there after a while to go to Club ReBall. It..was...packed! We danced for a while and met up with Vernon. There were people dancing on the tables. It was a good time. Not quite like a gay club in the states, but still fun. There is one small area for gay clubs in Itaewon called Homo Hill. I personally like Soho more than ReBall...ReBall had the fake fog thing going on...too many people, etc. I ran into one of my Wonju friends at SoHo. Hilarious! I also met up with a girl who used to live in Wonju. I only met her a few times, but it was good to see both of them.

Meghan and I peaced out fairly early...around 1:30AM. We finally got a taxi after about 15 minutes of standing around and then the taxi driver didn't even know the jimjilbang we were talking about but he still drove us that way. Expensive taxi ride to get out and walk 20 minutes to ask at a police station how to get the jimjilbang exactly. We finally got there and took showers and spent about 10 minutes in the baths before heading to bed. This place, Sil lo am, because it has like bunk beds and is separated men and women and is super quiet in the rooms. So much nicer than other jimjilbangs I have slept in. I'm pretty sure the whole ordeal ended around 3AM. ^_~